my hormones are out of whack right now.
midol doesn't help me anymore.
dont mess with me when i am pissed during this time.
warning to all my friends lol.
i hate being a girl.

I N D E P E N D E N T

i hate how i prepare myself 1.5 months ahead...
i feel like time is running out..
i seriously do..
fuck i need to stick to my past motto: "whatever happens happens"

i know i should of started about 1 month ago on goalss. but hey. it's vietnamese new years.. second chance to start up my goals all over again.

imma FREAKEN GET MY LAZY ASS OFF THE COUCH.

EXERCISE and GET SKINNY

BE PRODUCTIVE and

BE AT PEACE and most importantly

be CONTENT with myself so i can make others HAPPY

i wanna slap myselffff hard to get myself starteddd. *sigh*

sometimes i get really lonely...  hahaha
booooo

hearing people getting married right now is just scary
i cant imagine myself being in a marriage right now.


its just scary.. im only 21. haha....
whats the rush yo?!